I used to believe Jacob Evans could be mine. That was before he delivered unforgivable news rather than sweeping me off my feet. Not that I can fault his choice. He got the sweetest little girl out of the deal.
I took the heartbreak as a learning experience and moved on for the better. Jake did the oppositeโallowing bitterness to fill the void. Only his daughter can pull him from the broody gloom. Those moments are my favorite.
Not that it matters. Jake isnโt anything to me other than a reminder of what almost was.
Besides, we couldnโt be more wrong for each other. Iโve come to accept that. But as it turns out, Jake hasnโt.
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I give myself two more seconds to mourn what couldโve been. The ache in my chest doesnโt cease, but I donโt reveal the cracks splintering through me. My heart pumps and air continues to flow into my lungs. On the grand scale of shitty situations, this bump in the road doesnโt deserve mention.
My sandals grind into the ground as I spin to face him. I ignore the burn spreading from behind my breastbone. The grin I force to appear might as well be made from plastic. But Iโm the picture of acceptance.
I swipe at my wet cheeks to erase the leftover evidence. โYouโre right. Itโs for the best.โ
Jake rocks backward. His lips part and press together to a disjointed tempo. For the first time, he seems to flounder for a response. โYeah?โ
My head bobs in agreement. โIโm leaving for college at the end of August. Thereโs a dorm room on campus with my name on it.โ
And I couldnโt get there fast enough after this relationship demolition.
โThought you were commuting?โ
โPlans change,โ I clip.
Something painful flickers over his features before he smothers it. Then heโs the mask of indifference. โRight.โ
โSo, I guess this is goodbye.โ My voice cracks, but I ignore the stumble.
Jake squints at me. โYouโre good with this?โ
โAbsolutely.โ I laugh, but the tone is humorless. โAnd congratulations. Youโre gonna be a dad.โ
His eyes blow wide, and he drags a hand through his dark hair. โShit, thatโs weird to hear.โ
โYouโll get used to it.โ
โNot much of an alternative, huh?โ
โGood luck.โ My smile wobbles with the farewell.
He pauses to study me again. โWhy are you acting so chill?โ
โMy pity party came to an abrupt end. You told me to knock it off, remember?โ
A breeze stirs at that moment. He glances at the swaying branches above. I allow my gaze to follow his lead. What little brightness still exists on this day shines through the leaves. It offers us much-needed peace.
His stare is unfocused when he looks at me next, but determination squares his shoulders. โIโm sorry, Harper.โ
โDonโt be.โ
โButโโ
โYouโre starting a family. Thereโs nothing sorry about that.โ Or thatโs what Iโll trick myself to believe.
Jakeโs sigh sounds heavier than the elephant crushing my chest. My throat clogs as conflict pinches his somber appearance. He fidgets, curling his fingers into white-knuckle fists. Muscles bunch and twitch beneath his shirt. It almost looks like he wants to reach out to me. But then, just as before, his features return to their stoic state.
The sight is almost too much for me to balance on this teetering farce. I gulp to trap the hiccupped sob ready to betray me.
After a single nod, Jake turns away. His retreating footsteps threaten to weaken my willpower. I want to chase him. Beg him to choose me. But that would be selfish. His path is heading in a different direction. One I canโt follow.
I can only watch him leave our love behind.
I used to believe Jacob Evans could be mine. That was before he delivered unforgivable news rather than sweeping me off my feet. Not that I can fault his choice. He got the sweetest little girl out of the deal.
I took the heartbreak as a learning experience and moved on for the better. Jake did the oppositeโallowing bitterness to fill the void. Only his daughter can pull him from the broody gloom. Those moments are my favorite.
Not that it matters. Jake isnโt anything to me other than a reminder of what almost was.
Besides, we couldnโt be more wrong for each other. Iโve come to accept that. But as it turns out, Jake hasnโt.
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Meet Jacob Evansโthe grumpy single dad whoโs wrapped tight around his little girlโs finger while trying to deny feelings for the one he let slip away.